Home / Forum / Sex / My name is Rama and i was in a relationship because home was not good and no one even cares about what i eat. I met this guy and he proposed and i accepted but it was later i started loving him. He introduced me to his mother and later i moved in with them. I am 19 years and he is 26 and a tailor. He supports me financially and his mum likes me. She is even planning on giving me some jewelry to sell and pay her off the capital. Two weeks ago i realised that my decision to move into that situation (sexual relationship)isn't the best so i told my guy and the mum and i went back home. Two days ago i realised i left some of my belonging at his place so i decided to go for them. On arrival i met the mum who was on her way to church. I packed my things and my ex started begging me to come back but i told him i can't do that anymore. As i was moving towards the door, he quickly stood in front of it and asked that i kiss him before i go. Honestly i gave him that kiss but it went on for about 5 minutes. I pulled out and told him its getting late so i want to leave. He then carried me as i struggled to get off him but to no avail. He pinned me down, took off my pant and forced his way into me. I left there in tears even in the trotro i was still in tears. I called his mum later in the night around 10pm and told her and all she said was sorry but his son told her too. She then said the two of us are to blame🤦🏽‍♂️. I feel so dirty and disgraced. I am really confused as to what to do now.